The Pumpkin Club

by Ethan Flynn

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1.
Now 04:44
So can you hear the boys around this place? They're all annoying baby Have you made a choice? To be around, you know I want you now But I don’t care what they’re saying ‘cause we will mess around No, I don't care what they're saying ‘cause we’ve been getting down But do they really wanna know? How it feels to be in control Oh, I can take it on my own So turn off the lights And we’ll squeeze some time before the night comes baby, it’ll be alright To be around, you know I want you now And I can’t hear what they’re saying while we lay on the ground No I don’t care if the sky would crumble and crash down ‘Cause now I really wanna know How it feels to be in control Oh, I can take you on my own No! I can feel you coming close I can take it on my own It gets worse when I’m alone Come on and take it on my own I never wanted to take it on my own On my own Take it, I want, I want, I want, ah So come in, it’s all ours for one night It won’t stop, it won’t stop, just one time I know, you know me, I won’t lie So you just hold me tight, I wanna make it right Girl you’d never change me And just one time I wanna kick around and call you with some peace of mind And you’d be so surprised That I can read right through the lines And all the thoughts that you kept up inside And I’d forget all the thoughts and possibilities Just for a moment of passion and tranquility And I’d be so inclined To share with you my mind If I wasn’t so hung up
2.
I want somebody to know me I want somebody to care I want somebody to tell me They're not going anywhere Someone to hold my hand Someone who understands The way that I feel tonight Someone who makes me smile Someone who's worth the while To help me feel alright I wanted to love you But I can't do that anymore I wanted to hold you But you left me stranded here all alone And I never thought I honestly felt that I was doing the right thing Oh, I'd love tell you A little bit of what's on my mind But I can't do that so I want somebody to hold me I want somebody to care I want somebody to tell me That they're not going anywhere And I hoped you were Better than that Girl, I thought I knew Just what to expect I Wanted to be Better than that But there is nothing I can do You took me away To somewhere I could forget All my worries And I just wanted To make the best of my life So I'd have good stories Someone who makes me smile Someone who's worth the while To help me feel alright I want somebody to know me I want somebody to care I want somebody to tell me They're not going anywhere I remember when we would get around Late at night we were never bound And girl you remind me Of when I was Just like you
3.
Each time that I find a picture It awakens a feeling that I had then I'd think I was so much richer If the past came back to me until the end And the more that I see the less I will know As my memory starts to fade to black And the more that I feel the less I will show Even my own stories are a little jacked Come see me, I don't mind the pain It's been such a lonely time If I could recognize my ways I wouldn't feel bad To tell you I don't love you anymore But how I wonder, I can't see you anymore All my friends came to my side Kept me sane kept me sober, alive I'm amazed that I didn't lose it at all But I don't think they realize How it hurts when I looked in your eyes And you broke down on your knees and started to bawl Oh Oh, don't leave me, I can't take the pain It's been such a lonely time If I could recognize my ways I wouldn't feel bad To tell you how I'm feeling anymore But how I wonder, I can't see you anymore Oh and I can't help how I feel now So afraid just to let it all out Come sit down, take a load off, let's have a ball Run my hands through my own hair Take a hint when I look at your stare And I wonder if I didn't lose it at all At all, at all, at all, at all Oh At all, at all, at all, at all If I could only change my ways I wouldn't feel bad To tell you I can't stay here anymore But how I wonder, I can't see you anymore Oh So listen to me Consciously unspoken feelings Never really happen 'till you break And if waited so long It's because I'm afraid to really wake
4.
Bitch 04:34
You’re like a dog on a hound I need high frequency sound Just to get rid of you C’mon and give a little Try and do something nice But you won’t ever learn The bitch is feedin’ they’re hungry You’re so devoid of attention And I know you want to have it all Bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch But you won’t ever stop 'Till you get your fill You’ll get rid everybody Standing in the way This isn’t over yet My mind won’t let me forget The little things about you This isn’t over yet I sit in my cold sweat Trying so hard to forget Sickened by all the things you do Embark on a witch hunt I’ll have to gather a bunch Just to get close to you They like the smell of your touch Your life is paranoid I wish that I could avoid The aura that you fill Messing around with your voice Come back again And you won’t see me rejoice A girl, a lesbian Who said you don’t have a choice When you’ve messed with all the boys Oh Ha Now I mean no disrespect But this has already happened to me once before I can’t help you decide if you like women or men But while you’re deciding Don’t mess around with me and your friend John You’re better than that You should care about him too Screw your friends You don’t give a shit You’ll replace them Fucked it all up Before you went out to whore I can't take it And I cannot stop thinking about you You’ll drive me mad But I won’t have the chance To ever talk to you again ‘Cause you don’t deal with shit And it just makes me so mad Oh
5.
Close To You 04:33
Ow! Oh baby yeah Riding on Listen to the way you move me And I know that you’re scared But you don’t wanna hurt me Lie down and dance I wanna listen to your body move But I don’t understand What you want from me And all of you wants to move along I said all of you Want to screw her for the money All the funny people Sitting by themselves I know all of them Wouldn’t be scared If you know what you’re gonna do Oh Listen for the money Oh yeah, oh Scared ‘cause you know what you’re gonna do I know that I won’t hesitate I know that I won’t So let me go here tonight Oh tell me what you want from me I would like to move close to you So tell me that’s what you want me to do Oh take me here for a ride Oh tell me what you want from me Oh I’d like to move close to you To you To you Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum To you Riding on Listen to the way you move me And I know that you’re scared But you don’t wanna hurt me Lie down and dance I wanna listen to your body move But I don’t understand What you want from me And all of you wants to move along I said all of you Want to screw her for the money All the funny people Sitting by themselves I know all of them Wouldn’t be scared If you know what you’re gonna do Oh Listen for the money Oh yeah, oh Scared ‘cause you know what you’re gonna do I know that I won’t hesitate I know that I won’t So let me go here tonight Oh tell me what you want from me I would like to move close to you So tell me that’s what you want me to do Oh take me here for a ride Oh tell me what you want from me Oh I’d like to move close to you To you To you So let me go here tonight Oh tell me what you want from me I would like to move close to you So tell me that’s what you want me to do Oh take me here for a ride Oh tell me what you want from me Oh I’d like to move close to you To you To you Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum To you
6.
Last night I had a dream That I was running around the place I had to look In order to find Something was missing Without her space You know that I would Cross up in the ocean Line up with the motions The motions I’ve got to know I wouldn’t find The pieces left behind I had to move I couldn’t find The sound that speaks from your mind Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Just a little bit yeah Never did baby And I’ve just got to let you know That you will never let it go You won’t forget about it now I try to keep from the memory I never thought about it now You were so shocked, just let it out You won’t forget it anymore You’ll never keep from the memory And I never realized I could see right through your eyes You’re taking me away I try to keep from the memory You won’t see me no more And I know this for sure I won’t be playing games You try to keep from the memory I’ve got to go I couldn’t find The one who snuck up from behind He came too close She was too kind He took it straight from her mind At night I sleep And dream of you And then it hurts me so bad So bad I never thought that You would go through what you did But you’re a liar You never Never did baby Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, Keep from the memory Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, Keep from the memory I’ve got to go I couldn’t find The lady who intertwined I heard abuse A yell from behind Now no one can speak their mind Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Just a little bit yeah Never did baby Ooh
7.
Overdue 03:37
When I call you Nobody’s picking up the phone And when I see you I see that you are not alone Seeing you with her Makes me feel insane I see that you don’t love me anymore I guess that now I feel the same Oh You always tell me that I’m the only one for you You're sayin' it’s all lies and your apology’s overdue You’re always cheating, always lying, and I’m so sick of it And I won’t wait around for you to come out of the blue You’ve moved on I’m not playing games This was all your choice And what you did was such a shame Oh You always tell me that I’m the only one for you I see that it’s all lies and your apology’s overdue You’re always cheating, always lying, and I’m so sick of it And I won’t wait around for you to come out of the blue Don’t say sorry Or ask if I’m okay ‘Cause girl, you ain’t worth it You’re my worst mistake You'll always come Crawling back to me I’m sick and tired of seeing you So please just let me be Oh You always tell me that I’m the only one for you I see that it’s all lies and your apology’s overdue You’re always cheating, always lying, and I’m so sick of it And I won’t wait around for you to come out of the blue
8.
Yes Pumpkin 05:21
I just wanna see you I just wanna be with you As the night gets colder There’s nothing that I can do I just can’t get away from you There’s nothing left for me to use Just turn it off and let me loose I never thought of no one else You never came back for no one else Why did you come for me tonight What did you think you'd see tonight Children leave now all the time You always left one step behind I can’t see what I can’t find It’s a heavy weight for peace of mind Never we fear the monster here Make it straight through, the coast is clear Can you hear me? Listening Can you hear me? Listening I never saw it come, I never saw it come I never thought of no one else You never came back for no one else Why did you come for me tonight What did you think you'd see tonight Ah ooh Tell me something that I didn’t know Ah ooh Yes pumpkin I love you even more Yeah I promise this is the last time I know that I can’t change your mind But baby please, just look around There’s nothing left to leave behind I never thought of no one else You never came back for no one else Why did you come for me tonight What did you think you'd see tonight And right under the starry sky I’ll watch you as you cross my mind I can’t see what I can’t find I promise this is the last time We’re all, we’re listening We’re all, we’re listening We’re all, we’re listening We’re all, we’re listening Ah ooh Tell me something that I didn’t know Ah ooh Yes pumpkin I love you even more We’re all, we’re listening We’re all, we’re listening We’re one, we’re listening We’re all, we’re listening I never thought of no one else You never came back for no one else Why did you come for me tonight What did you think you’d find tonight Yeah I don’t see you laughing In my face And crying for the pain That comes when you get closer Take me away Back to the start Where I’ll hold you In my heart And in my whole life
9.
Reflection 04:26
I've been thinking that this whole damn time I would have finally gotten through to your head I thought I had built a rapport With the people that I love and the people that I care so much about But I will never know them and they will never know me And it's probably for the best But I can't fall asleep tonight without my head putting up a fight Come with me And it took me So very long to finally see who really cares in the end And they're all gone away now They're all gone away now I laughed and shook their hands I would love to stay with them But I need some kind of self respect It's like they all they slipped away But I want you stay And you want me to go So I'll go now Yeah, I'll go now You wanted to see me? Well, here I am And as I look up to the sky I will shut the door and leave you alone
10.
Help me to find a place Where I can truly stay Another day with you Help me to lay my head Across your pretty bed And all your bedrooms For me to find now You wouldn't know So baby tell me why you wanna stay Help me to find some peace I need it oh so much please And baby tell me All of your pretty lies That come to your wonderful mind Help me to find the truth Oh please you gotta know I'm yours So baby tell me why you wanna stay here with me now So baby tell me why you wanna stay here with me now
11.
Crash down I've got to see you tomorrow 'Cause I'm gonna need you To come back And tell me What I need to know Tell me you know me 'Cause I need a favour And it's getting dark out here I know you remember Everything I told you These thoughts they linger and they grow And I can't imagine What it's like to live a normal life Especially at night And even if I wanted to I couldn't see you Because for some reason that just ain't right Honey, You're scratching through my stiletto And ripe is the harvest of late nights With tear gas To take you down below Sky high I'll have to pull you down tomorrow If I ever want to get around to telling You how I Really feel Tell me you know me 'Cause I often wonder If I ever knew you at all It's like all these memories Come and go so suddenly And then I'm left with nobody at all And I can't imagine What it's like to have to lie to Somebody else to feel right No, I can't imagine What it's like to be one of your friends Staying with you all night Ha Just stop for a moment There's something that I need To tell you before I explode I'm not a bad guy I did the best that I could If I could see you You would have understood I know that things can get so complicated And that's why I wanted to talk to you I wanted to understand I want to move on Tell me you see me 'Cause I'm losing my mind Did I ever know you at all? I know that it happened But who knows it happened If I'm the only one who remembers it all? And I can't believe when I had you I was only thinking of her Now I'm only thinking of you And I can't imagine What it's like to lie alone at night And sleep through the daylight I wish I had more time To tell you how I feel To show you who I am To prove to you That I'm a better person Than you thought I was But even if I came here to I couldn't see you No more! No more! No more! Tell me you know how much I loved to be near you Loved to hear your pretty laugh Tell me you remember at least that Tell me you know me All the little things you do Are forever tainted Here In my head In my blood In my chest In my veins In my dreams In my ways In my head In my blood In my chest In my veins In my chains In my tears In my flood In my dread In my blood
12.
On My Show 06:28
If I had the time To move you I'd love to We'll be moving happily We're so free She loves me I know We can show the world here I'm so near We'll try not to say goodbye To this dear I've no fear I just wanted you to know Every day you're on my show And there's nothing left to do Except tell you I love you I know We can show the world here I'm so near We'll try not to say goodbye To this dear I've no fear I just wanted you to know Every day you're on my show And there's nothing left to do Except tell you I love you All my love My head is clear But in the end We're gone out dear You don't know what I see And I'll take it all from you I just wanted you to know Every day you're on my show And there is nothing left to do Except tell you I love you All my love My head is clear But in the end We're gone out dear You don’t know what I see And I'll take it all from you You don’t know what I see And I'll take it all from you

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released June 11, 2021

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